It's such a surprise to hear from you after a long time. I am very sorry for what happened to your mother. I hope everything is alright back there in your province. I hope you're happy and doing great with your life.
I am doing great also. A lot has changed since you left. First is I am married and with a child. I am happy and contented with my life as of the moment. I couldn't ask for anything better. Never in my wildest dreams did I regret having my child. He/she is my joy. I hope you're happy for me too.
Amado, I have to be honest, reading your letter brings back so many memories and feelings that has long been gone. After you left I felt so alone and miserable. I waited for you. I hoped and prayed that one day you would show up in front of my door step and that everything will be alright again. That we would share our hopes, dreams, and lives together. But sadly, that day never came and I'm left with no other choice than to move on with my life.
The answer to your question is yes, Amado. I still love you but we cannot just pick up the love that we once had and go on with it. It is not as easy as that. I have a family and they are my priority. I cannot and will not give them up. Please do not say that you will come back for me for it won't be worth it. I am sorry but we cannot go on with our love, Amado.
I hope you understand how painful this decision for me has been. You're my one true love but I am letting you go hoping that you find happiness with somebody whom you'll truly love and will give that love back to you.
I would always remember and cherish the love that we once shared. I'll never regret loving you for I found what true love and real happiness is with you. I love you Amado. I always have and I probably always will. Goodbye.