My birthday is almost a month ago and it just sink in to me that I'm 18! Somehow I still don't feel like it but now that I really am I have this feeling that I have to be more responsible and that aside from the people who loves me I have to take care of myself as well. I shouldn't be too dependent on other people and I have to learn to do things on my own. I'm not saying that I won't need help because I would. I just think that now is the time to learn.
I have a lot of people watching over me and looking up to me most especially my little cousins and my siblings and I don't ever want to disappoint them. I wanna be a good role model for them and somebody whom they can rely on anytime. I want them to be proud of me. Well for some reason they already are and I have no idea why but I wanna make more reasons for them to be proud and that's exactly what I'm going to do.